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Clinic Day
Ronan and I went off to the clinic this morning to do his usual Monday checks of his blood and platelet levels. Poor little guy is having bad tummy aches from the chemo last week. A lot of diarrhea and...
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Leaving on a jet plane….
Ronan and I are flying out on a red eye tonight to New York City. We will be there most of the week getting blood work done and scans. I’ll keep you all updated as much as possible but it will...
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13 months without you and 9 years with Liam and Quinn
Ronan. Turns out, I don’t do so well, in Coronado. I don’t think I did so well here last year, and I don’t think I’m doing so well here, this year either. It just dawned on me, a few days ago as...
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Hi. I’m in L.A. I like it here. Little 3,4, and 5 year old boys, who look...
Ronan. It’s been almost a week since I posted last. I know this usually means I’m in a dark space; but for once this has not been the case. It’s not that I have not been thinking about you, every...
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Peach Cobbler for dinner? Yes, please.
Ronan. I miss you in ways that I sometimes think I will die from this pain. I honestly don’t know how my heart is still beating without you. Somedays, I wish it wasn’t. I thought for a while...
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Dear Grief/Pregancy, You will NOT kill my soul.
Ronan. This staying in bed and waiting to die, because I’m pregnant and tired, is bullshit. Hello, who the fuck does this life/grief/pregnancy/death fuckwad, think they are dealing with? This is...
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Our song for the night, Ro baby. It is so us.
I am a HUGE P!nk fan. HUGE. So of course, I bought her new album today. I was putting on my make-up when this song came on. It literally brought me to my knees and before I knew it, I was sobbing on...
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Quinn Does Not Have Brain Cancer and I Am Not Dying
Ronan. Quinn does not have brain cancer. Thank you for that. He just suffers from migraines, like your daddy. Brain cancer worries to rest. For now. It was a busy weekend. I spent most of it, hanging...
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A Golden Night All For You
Ronan. I woke up the morning of The Gold Party, sobbing hysterically. I finally saw you in my dreams. You are never in my dreams. It was horrific and left me pretty shaken up for most of the day. I...
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